b.l.a.n.k

Have you ever came across to this situation where everything that you do, didn't fall into places, didn't go accordingly, series of unfortunate events, and didn't go our way for a long time?

I am in this situation where most things didn't not really go my way. I am blank, undecided, frustrated, disappointed, sad and depressed.

There are just so many things running through my mind, I can't even tell anyone. I can't even let it out here (of course I will not), but these things have been bugging me for quite some times now.

"Oh Allah. If they are the tests You give me just to make me stronger, please make me can bear all the hardships with ease in order for me to be a better Muslim.."

I just miss the old happy me............

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